Tuesday, October 13, 2009

just felt like blogging

As of yesterday I am dilated to a 2 and effaced 50%. I know it can still be a while and that's ok, but we are both getting really excited. I can't believe how quick these months went by. It seems like just a couple of months ago I found out I was pregnant, and now its almost over. Crazy! Sometimes it really scares me how fast time goes by... we've been married for 14 months and it doesn't feel like it at all. We still rush home to see each other and say "I love you" countless times a day. I have a feeling we'll always be like this though. =) Life is just grand. Honestly though, this pregnancy has been kind of rough. It sucked having to pass a kidney stone (talk about pain), then I got this stupid PUPPs rash, and now they told me I tested positive for GBS. It has been scary and I've been full of emotions but I'm confident Kennedy will be a healthy baby and that all will be well. I know these little trials are worth it. I've had some great spiritual experiences and have really come to appreciate the blessings of the priesthood and I'm so thankful that Jordan is the man he is. He takes care of me. On the less serious side, I've decided I'm really excited to have my brain back. Pregnancy brain has made me even more absent-minded! Little things like getting lost going to places I have been many times, forgetting the date, having to write everything down...twice and not being able to say things that make sense have all become part of my daily routine. Anyway, these are just random thoughts because I'm bored and anxious.

3 comments:

Heidi said...

WOO HOO! we are so excited to see this little Kennedy! I hope you are feeling okay. JUST WALK! thats all I have to say, if you want the process to move along. Daphne came on her own, and I did A LOT of walking!

Ashley said...

Don't be anxious, I am sure that everything will turn out just fine. Kennedy will be here before you know it! And eventually you will forget the yucky parts of pregnancy and do it all over again. :) I hope she comes early for you like my Kennedy did.

Sheryl said...

Can't wait to hold her and squeeze her and kiss her and love her oh so much! That's what Grammas do!!